someone explain to me please why it is that many of my friends always rely on me to be the one to keep in contact? and that when i am NOT in contact, that i am somehow a worse friend than they are?

i mean, "we never hear from you" is like, half the world's motto.

guess what k*, d*, m* and a bunch of others, it is not my sole responsibility to ensure that we are in contact. it's a two way road.

and while i am at it. just because i am not fucking behaving like you want me to, please don't bother to cut me some slack. that would be too much, wouldn't it? so you just work OT for 3 weeks and break plans with me every week and then when you ask me the day before your birthday to go out to dinner and i have plans...you should really get mad at me and hurt and whine about how i don't care.

because THAT makes sense.

seriously. i am so tired of whatever this is. i invite people to have drinks and three of them whine at me that we haven't seen each other since before the summer.

i am so sorry if the summer and 9/11 got in the way of you seeing me. summers in new york are not time for gatherings. everyone is out of town. and yeah, i probably should have organized something fun for the 12th. that would have been GREAT.

and for the record, i invited people to events august 13 and august 28.

so you know. i'm absent? cut me some slack people. most of you know that i had a miscarriage and that it was hard for me to work through. and i don't know why people seem to think i should have been out partying sooner than this after the 11th.

so sorry if i'm not behaving as generally expected.

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